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Centrifugal after effects of living

April 2nd, 2011 7 comments

The centrifugal force of life has been really acting up on me.

Let’s create a frame of reference, let desires be at the centre and let our mind be tied to this centre. The centrifugal force of life then, is the outward acting force that applies on our mind as we undergo a rotational motion around the centre.

Our mind, tied into our desires keeps running in circles around the desires that are rooted right at the center of our mind. The more we run around them, the more the outward force that applies. It does get unbearable. Most of us successfully manage to find the equilibrium which exists on a thin boundary where the desires expertly balance us so that we don’t completely get thrown away tangentially.

Some of us get too enamoured by desire and fall into them while some of us get too sick of them and just lose them and get flung very far away.

Pity the ones who remain bound. For it is them who have to go through the agonising pain of being at the rim and going round and round in circles.

I am no different, yet waiting to fall in or to be thrown far away. Still going in circles. Completely aware that i am but yet with no understanding of how not to be.

Passion / Reason

October 15th, 2009 4 comments

pas•sion |ˈpa sh ən|
1. strong and barely controllable emotion.

Have you ever heard how your voice sounds coming through the amplifiers of passion?

There is a distinct resonance that it has, an almost unbreakable quality which transcends reason. And there in lies the problem.

Passion is all consuming. It strains the reins of reason, which is all that channels it to fulfil its destiny.

Passion clouds Reason.

To make one heard the other has to be masked.

Passion disregards the need for reason to channel itself. While reason heeds not the wild notions of passion.

Ignorant are they both … They do not realise that it is not in their individuality that they should revel, but in their duality.

Within each is hidden a secret desire to be what the other is and within each is the power to obliterate the other.

Find Equilibrium and there lies the key

Lorenz Function


July 6th, 2009 4 comments

I am inherently a very private person. Talking about what i am thinking or feeling is extremely difficult for me. I believe i am a good listener. I can sit and listen to others for hours in fact i encourage others to talk to me. I love it when somebody can talk to me about whats on their mind, I love it when somebody argues with me about whats on their mind, the insight and passion and the perspective that each person brings to situations which are probably an everyday occurrence fascinates me. But when it come to me doing it …. i always hesitate 🙂

As a result i am a hesitant blogger. I find it difficult to write about things which are private and considering my temperament pretty much everything is private 😉

Here is where i make an attempt to try and come out of my shell.