Where do you turn to for Inspiration? … Inside You? … Outside?
What if, at times … it just doesn’t seem to be worth the search?
What if in the echoing silence all around there are screams of chaos? What when, the silence is more deafening than the screams?
We fall, stumble, get up and dust ourselves and march on with heads held high … for how long? Sometimes the march itself is aimless. What happens when you are moving in circles?
What happens when axioms remain just that … axioms, but are eventually no closer to the truth than truth itself. What happens when the hollowness is all ensuing and omnipresent.
What happens when reflections are empty and all you see is the void. What if the presence of the void is scarier than the void itself?
What happens when things that matter run through their shelf life?
What happens when the questions just remain questions and the answer, even though present, isn’t an answer?
What happens when all you see in the void are vestigial fragments of a once delirious vision, floating in the murky waters of a fragmented conscious?
Sometimes … It takes so much more to sit and watch the world go by.
With Due Credits to Bill Watterson and His Magnificent Creation: Calvin and Hobbes
Chicken Pox ….. is not a pleasant thing!!!
My first reaction when i heard that i had Chicken Pox was one of mild excitement. I haven’t been this sick for quite some time so i was mildly excited right after stepping out of the Clinic.
That was 5 days …. and the excitement lasted all of 30 minutes. I hate being sick. I hate staying in bed not able to do anything. I hate this enforced resting period 
Apparently its still only halfway through so the pox is still playing finely with my body. Looks like it’ll take me the better part of next week to recover.
I never thought i’d hate staying in bed so much. 
Interacting with people is a very strange thing. With a little over 6 and a half billion people in the world you are bound to find disparities in how people are.
But then you come across incidents that reaffirm your faith in humanity and then again something happens that completely shatters your belief in the same quality.
I guess its also relative to the context you are looking from and how you see people. Its all relative to what you want out of the interaction and do you get it or not. If yes then its great and if not then its crap.
The only thing i can deduce or learn is that there’s a lot of jerk’s out there and there’s decent people out there each of us has our share of the freaks we are going to bump into. As long as we stop judging people frequently and stereotyping them we should be fine.
Its all about limiting expectations.
But then again how can we not have an opinion. Isn’t it the easy way out – Get what you need/want and then move on without pondering too much about the specifics – Isn’t that a very selfish (for lack of a better word) way to pass through life?
Oh dear … One of those early morning philosophical outbursts … pardon me for the grief 
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